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Mar. 15th, 2008

  • 11:34 AM

 

I don't know which ones I like better. not that i can afford either one right now.
  • Mood: chipper

je ne sais pas

  • Jan. 3rd, 2008 at 5:26 PM

 I haven't written here in a long time. but today was a good day, even though I didn't actually do anything. I slept in, had some cereal and watched ANTM reruns for a little while. then i went online and found out that I got an A in stats which I'm kind of surprised about but really excited. so, even with my one C my gpa went up a little, to about a 3.2. then i got an e-mail from new student programs saying I could start working for them the 14th. I'm gonna be working sunday-wednesday from 5-8. this schedule is so much better than working for target. I know exactly when I'm working and I won't have to work until midnight. plus I've been doing my bodyball workouts so I'm pretty sore, which is a good thing. life is good. 
now i just need some motivation to clean my room. yikes.
  • Mood: chipper

Apr. 15th, 2007

  • 7:59 PM

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  • Mood: peaceful

olivia is the cutest. be jealous.

  • Mar. 16th, 2007 at 7:15 PM

lalalalala. i feel pretty today but i have no where to go. and it's snowing :( wtf. i thought it was spring. i'm bored here and i feel kind of useless. i have resumed my usual ritual of watching endless amounts of america's next top model re-runs. seriously, they're always on. or maybe they just pick my weeks off to play them. who knows. anyways, i feel like a heifer and a couch potato and when I get back to school I will not be lazy! i also have discovered a new addiction to yogurt and frosted shredded wheat which we seem to have mass amounts of and are fairly healthy so i do not feel like a glutton.
  • Mood: content

yay

  • Feb. 26th, 2007 at 10:03 PM

today kaleb and i auditioned for the upperdog showcase thingys that go on in may. they're just short one-act plays put on by students so nothing big and fancy. i'm so excited though. i'm beginning to miss the whole drama/acting scene. my acting class is fun but it's been stressing me out big time. i wanted to do something that i'm not being graded on. i don't actually know if i even got a part yet so we'll see. next week i'm going to watch lisbon at one acts. it should be fun. their play seems pretty funny. next week in general should be pretty much fantastic.
i've decided i want to work at the gap outlet store in freeport. yay for cute clothes and big discounts :)
so i'm pretty much procrastinating big time right now since i have a buttload of stuff to do. so yea. farewell my dearies.

  • Mood: excited

Jan. 28th, 2007

  • 8:02 PM

yesterday was me and kaleb's one year. i had kinda been stressed out about it because of the collage I made him and it just seemed surreal to have already been a year. i was in such a good mood all day though. kaleb was being especially affectionate. i got so many kisses. it was craziness. we got chinese and watched spongebob and i gave him the collage. he gave me the biggest kiss ever. it's def. in the top 5 of best kisses. he seemed so happy and surprised and appreciative when i gave it to him. it was a good feeling because I had been thinking about it far too much and was starting to doubt whether he'd like it. then we were supposed to go to a play but kinda got lost and couldn't find the theater so just rented a movie and ate reeses pieces and such. it was definitely a good night. i felt so loved and reassured that he loved me. i think too much about whether or not i'm gonna be with him forever and it stresses me out. i'm happy now and that's all that matters. i'm not gonna worry about the future until i have to.
  • Mood: jubilant

Jan. 21st, 2007

  • 1:54 PM

i don't know if i should be upset or not. i just know that this weirdness seems to happen too frequently.
  • Mood: confused

craziness

  • Jan. 11th, 2007 at 12:06 AM

so vacation is almost over. recently it's been rather boring but it was good overall. i went to the high school and talked to mr. hall and mckee. i like talking with mr.hall by myself cuz he always asks good questions and gets me thinking. he asked if i was glad i had taken a risk with kaleb and given him a chance, which i obv. am. i'm so much happier than i was a year ago. it's not all to do with kaleb but he def. played a big part in it. i think i'm more sure of myself now. i feel like i'm not so closed and shy, or at least i try not to be.
mckee thinks jon and maeghan are cute.lol. and i saw a mouse in the school! i was talking with maeghan and leah when i saw it. leah screamed so loud. it was craziness.
i went to the people's house that my mom wanted be to dogsit for and apparently they're going to be gone til sunday. so i can't really do it since i'm leaving saturday. but, my mom is giving me a target gift card sometime soon. apparently she feels bad that my pjs didn't fit and i didn't really get a big gift. so yea. woot for me!
kaleb and i went to that thai place in lewiston. it was not that great. maybe i just ordered a bad meal but i was not exactly impressed.

apocalypto is crazy intense

  • Dec. 28th, 2006 at 11:15 AM

Apocalypto was craziness.  there was far too much animal and people butchery for my liking. i don't think i ever want to watch it again. although the ending was actually good. surprisingly. but besides that it was intense. and....that's all i have to say for now. except that olivia is a fatty.
  • Mood: awake

Dec. 24th, 2006

  • 9:30 PM

me and kaleb exchanged gifts this afternoon :) he got me a wicked pretty one of those round diamond necklaces. its wicked pretty and i love it. i kind of had a feeling thats what he was getting me cuz i always hinted at how i liked it whenever i saw one and tammy said she'd told him i liked it. but its still sweet and i love it. :) plus i'm pretty sure he liked his gifts. esp. his red undies. lol. the flash cards were not that weird actually, except for a few which would require insane flexibility. lol. but yea. christmas is good. i just wish it was snowy.

  • Mood: excited

happy christmas

  • Dec. 22nd, 2006 at 11:42 AM

so i am home once again. this time it feels much better because there aren't any horrendous tests or papers in my future. well, not for the next couple weeks anyway. i have all my christmas shopping done miraculously, but am not practically broke.  i'm much more excited for christmas this year it seems. probably because i had to come home for it. and my dads here. i dont even remember the last time he was here on christmas.
i went to brunswick with my mom last night and helped her set up little presents at the desks of everyone at her work. then we watched a devil wears prada. i have nothing to do today. and it feels good.
  • Mood: cheerful

Dec. 16th, 2006

  • 2:43 PM

i have so much to do it's ridiculous. including: writing a 10 page paper by tuesday, studying for 3 finals on monday and helping my mom set up her party. i did finish most of my christmas shopping last night and this morning. so now that i've spent all my money i should probably get some studying done.
i emailed by theater teacher about if there are any plays that I could help with and he said there will be some one acts in like march. hopefully there's something going on before then but if not then w/e. i'm feeling really bored with my life right now. all i do is go to class and go to work. and it definitely wouldn't hurt to make some more friends and meet people. so i'm excited.
  • Mood: busy

Dec. 13th, 2006

  • 11:07 PM













Dec. 5th, 2006

  • 12:11 PM

the snow is going away :(
im pretty sure i'm getting a cold. which is almost cool since i have a test and a paper due this week. but next week won't be so bad cuz i'll just need to study for finals. which are all on the 18th. woot.
  • Mood: blah

vacation is fabulous

  • Nov. 22nd, 2006 at 10:34 PM

i've been in quite a good mood all day. i got to sleep in my own bed which i love so much. and i wore my black flats today which always makes me happy. i was actually early for my gynecologist apppointment which only lasted like 15 mins. then i went over to the school. most everyone was gone by the time i got there but i saw mr.hall, mrs.mckee, andrew and mindy.
me kaleb josh and dylan went to the place by movie gallery for lunch. blackhouse grill? idk. that was interesting. dylans a funny kid.

my mom took me to llbean and i picked out the jacket i want. its the same one i saw online but a different color. the one i wanted is too red. so im getting the plum one which actually has a lot of pink in it. and i found this wicked cute white cashmere hat for $30. but if my aunt buys it its only 20 which is wicked good for cashemere. i'm excited.

THANKSGIVING TOMORROW! i'm excited. my moms making 2 pies and andy is making 3 :) yay for lots of pie! i think i'm going to kalebs uncles for a little while then we're going to my aunts. so i'll probably eat far too much. but that's what tomorrow's for.

there's 3 kitties sleeping on my bed :). i missed my kitties.

Nov. 21st, 2006

  • 8:28 PM

i'm soooo happy to be home. i missed everyone. especially my mom. and olivia. :) she's so cute i can't even take it. jon was watching avatar and it was the boulder episode. lol. if kaleb were here he'd be quoting it. the ride home went by pretty quickly. we had perfect timing too. my gas light turned on as soon as we got to lisbon. i dropped kaleb off at his moms and when i got home my dad was making tacos. or fajitas w/e. pretty much the same thing. kayla is going to be jealous.
i think i'm most excited about being able to sleep in my bed. my big comfy bed that i love so much :)

Nov. 7th, 2006

  • 9:29 PM

this is my new obsession:


and this is the reverse of it:


and another purse i want:

Nov. 7th, 2006

  • 9:10 PM

i'm starting to love my new hair. a whole bunch. but i need to buy myself a straightener cuz when i go home i won't be able to use kaylas.
i'm kind of excited to go home. probably cuz it'll be thanksgiving. and holidays are happy. and i miss olivia and her cuteness. i felt kinda homesick when i was talking to my mom. but i'll see her in a couple weeks.
i don't have womens studies class for the next 3 weeks! :) my exam paper thingy is due this thursday but we just email it to her. and i figured out who my advisor is. finally. i was kind of worried for a little bit.
i need to figure out about the maine masque or some other drama club thingy cuz i kinda miss it. especially when we saw the play the other day. i was very anxious. like i wanted to jump on the stage. my theater professor guy was the director i figured out so maybe i'll email him.
  • Mood: peaceful

Oct. 28th, 2006

  • 1:15 PM

no more drinking for me for a while. i feel gross and nauseous. vodka is nasty.
it was good to see phil and randy though.
i got a halloween costume. i bought colorful wings and a bunch of makeup. im gonna be a butterfly. im excited for tonight. hopefully i'll feel better.
  • Mood: nauseated

Oct. 26th, 2006

  • 12:28 PM

i fell up the stairs. and kayla laughed at me. :( i'm sure i looked retarded though.

womens studies is officially the dumbest class ever. well, my class is anyway. it would probably be interesting if we did anything other than read 328975394 articles about the exact same thing. all she ever does is give us like over 100 pages of reading for homework, then we have a discussion in class. boring. plus theres this girl that always sits next to me and talks about how hard her life is because she's disabled and cant get up but i saw her walking around campus like two days ago. im confused. mleh. w/e.

tomorrow is nine months :) and we're going out for dinner. and to buy a halloween costume maybe. back in january i definitely didnt think it would last this long or that i'd ever feel as strongly for him as he does for me. but i definitely do. i'm beyond happy. i love him :)
  • Mood: cheerful

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